I'm becoming increasingly disenchanted with FFXI and QCDN, not because of gil sellers, or gil problmes, or even a lack of people to talk to, not to mention that some odd things are goinig on with the people I talk to. It's more that no one can stop bitching, I dont mind gil/gilsellers/ihatethedunes rants, but it's just so much personal attack. "Oh fuck so-and-so, they r teh noob" or "Fuck you! you fucking piece of shit,i'm gonna rape your mom". I dont get to PT with my friends too often. It seems I have less and less time to play each day. LoL as much as I said it wasn't a gil issue, the idea of farming for the next 6 weeks seems ridiculous, and I'm not gonna buy gil. I have some serious thinking to do as far my life is concerned. That is to say I'm flunking school and I'm probably gonna get fired soon. Neither of these bother me too much, it's more how to tell my family and how they will react, and going along with not having a job, how to pay my bills. I While I"m not quitting expect to see less and less of me as my life slowly spirals downward. I'll be on FFXI, I can't stop myself from playing anyway,but I will have {Invisable (Online Status)} up (If it is urgent you can always /sea all Devi). I'm slowly losing interest in videogames in general, which is scary, I've always loved them and to suddenly not...is disorienting. Regardless of all my ranting and personal crap, I wish everyone of my friends the best of luck and my blessing.
So I guess I'll see you when I see you.
So I guess I'll see you when I see you.