Wow. It's really been a long time since FFXI was on my mind. I miss all my old friends who I wish I could still contact sometime. My old linkshell buds. Dagry, Xeones, Veresko, Otak, Sahkmet (I know in some way I spelled that wrong!) and the others.
I know I miss my close friend Smandero. He was a bud, and helped me out in tough situations in the game world.
Person I miss most has moved on, Anapuna. The most honest, caring, fun and loving person I knew. I had to let her go; I didn't want to hurt her. At that last moment we talked, I started hating myself. Not because of anything she said, but because of what I started doing and I knew, I knew, it would have made her start to dislike me. Everything I said to her was honest. We've both moved on as far as I can tell. I hope she's doing better. I'm married now to the person who helped me start turning my life around. I still wish it could have been Anapuna (yes, I still remember your real name!). I wish I could talk to her once more. If you're reading this, please send me a message. If anyone knows her, please send her a message saying Eldryn wants to get a hold of her. She should remember me.
Sorry bout that big paragraph, it's just I want to get back in to the game, but so many things have changed, and so many people have moved on from the game, I'd feel so lost. Can't say this is stating my complete retirement, but since many of my good friends, and characters, have changed games, or stopped playing altogether, can't say I'm too interested anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love this game, and I can't wait for SE's new MMO, but I don't think I could play it anymore. I guess all I'm wanting is to get in contact with some of my old buddies, and close friends. If you remember me, please feel free to contact me. Thanks for hearing me out everyone.
I know I miss my close friend Smandero. He was a bud, and helped me out in tough situations in the game world.
Person I miss most has moved on, Anapuna. The most honest, caring, fun and loving person I knew. I had to let her go; I didn't want to hurt her. At that last moment we talked, I started hating myself. Not because of anything she said, but because of what I started doing and I knew, I knew, it would have made her start to dislike me. Everything I said to her was honest. We've both moved on as far as I can tell. I hope she's doing better. I'm married now to the person who helped me start turning my life around. I still wish it could have been Anapuna (yes, I still remember your real name!). I wish I could talk to her once more. If you're reading this, please send me a message. If anyone knows her, please send her a message saying Eldryn wants to get a hold of her. She should remember me.
Sorry bout that big paragraph, it's just I want to get back in to the game, but so many things have changed, and so many people have moved on from the game, I'd feel so lost. Can't say this is stating my complete retirement, but since many of my good friends, and characters, have changed games, or stopped playing altogether, can't say I'm too interested anymore. Don't get me wrong, I love this game, and I can't wait for SE's new MMO, but I don't think I could play it anymore. I guess all I'm wanting is to get in contact with some of my old buddies, and close friends. If you remember me, please feel free to contact me. Thanks for hearing me out everyone.