I don't know him well enough to say what he is or isn't. And i have read about him in the past, and i have read his recient post in the flameboard about being sorry for what he has done. I always had a firm belief that a majority of people, direct their very beliefs at what is said about individuals. Majority does rule, yet so many more of us has yet to exsperience this mans presence, Life has many chances for us all. On a personal note i find him entertaining to the degree where as he can easily replace bordom with some sort of dark adreanaline, which in truth beats out any dull moment.
I never had a reason to cast stones at Colbwa, so i never participated in any of his or other people's threads about his famous profession for knocking the surrounding community. Reason why i'm speaking now is because i spoke to him today, and i for one think forgiveness is fucking powerful. Induring all this noise that has been going on about him for some time, it stands out to me how there are people who accepted him and also mentioned how he is a nice guy when you get to know him.
Today i seen him in Sky with his flag up. Because of what he wrote prior to the scene, i found it to be rather disturbing to see him in that area like so, as we were finishing up from our Sky activities. Shortly after we Warped back, he sent me a tell, asking me a simple question that had to do with why we left the Sky. Even though i had no problem explaning to him why we left, he said "sorry if i am being nosy" before i even began to respond.
In truth i pitty the foo, and he asked me about my SkyLS and if there was room for him. I then brought it to the LS's attention, there were a few who did not want him. One person in particular had Colwba blisted and he took Colbwa off his blist after i had mentioned to him that Colwba requested to speak with him. In the end the LS member was like "Dude this guy is not the same person he was". And this is the kind of shit i like to see.
Worst enemy/best friend moment where there is a kind of confusion where either side will not allow other opinions distort the moment of peace between the two. Not the father of all happy days, but still many.
Forgiveness is a power we all possess, and only the strong and brave can weild it. A bad person standing before those he/she has hurt requesting forgiveness is a beautiful thing.
He did not get into the LS, mainly because the leaders think 60's is too low and the LS isn't taking anymore people.
At this point it's not about Colwba, it's time to get to know ourselves a little more, as ridiculous as it sounds, believe it. You'd be surprised what you can unlock when you take chances. I don't know if he would turn bitter again to be honest, and if he does who's gonna get hurt ?