God hates me, the story of my life

[Strid]

Once read some where that if you continuesly dwell on bad thoughts, people tend to grow more sick and unhealthy, hence what chemical i guess are relased from the brain. makes me wonder if emo kids stay healthy.

No they die young man..I have yet to see an Emo kid over the age of 25.

I'd attribute that more to growing out of it than emocide.

Emocide is now locked as a dictionary term I'll use forever thanks Wonko. :lol:

 

[Myrrh]

just so you all know i never dwell in bad thoughts. I am a very happy person and fun to be around, its just bad things happen to me and i never let them phase me in life i make jokes about it. I am rarely mad and or sad i joke about life.

 

[onions]

Sorry to hear about the CF, my mom is a big volunteer and I have volunteer'ed a lot over the years for CFF (i've designed calendars for them, pamphlets, etc.). My moms best-friend had a family member die of CF 2 years ago. CF is no joke i've seen what it does. They are making huge strides though.

As far as the brothers, you'll learn to get over it. My brother is fucked up on meth atm and I could give a shit. All of my friends from growing up are dead/strung out/in prison. A couple years back I realized I need to be a emotionally selfish asshole to get day to day and thats just how it is. You'll learn to let emotional ties go.

Don't feel sorry for yourself. You were handed a lemon. It makes you a stronger person in the end.