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Master Honcho

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kind of an odd post, sad, and i thought it belonged here.

anyway, recently ive had issues in real life that have cause me to lose a lot of money.. i mean a lot. and to a college student on his own paying for all my bills on my own and school. losing a lot of money sucks ass. anyway. lets get to the point and the somewhat of a flame.

after like 3 years of playing i have sold my account. ive been selling a lot of things recently of my own and working nonstop crazy hours of work to get back on my feet. i really... really didnt wanna sell my character but i have needed money recently more than i ever have before in my life and im still in debt. i'm embarrasses and held this from people long enough and thought i would just tell everyone. i feel like shit that i did it and deserve any names called at me for selling my account. i just hope some of u can understand where im coming from. hell alot of u really could care less about any of this i bet but nevertheless i thought i should at least post this.

anyway, im not trying to make people fill sorry for me in anyway because what i did is pretty damn shitty and it was extremely lame. i just felt i needed to do it because i couldnt even pay the 13$ a month and needed money so it just made sense for the time being.

so you probably wont see me the real honcho as honcho anymore. it is some dude i met online. hes not RMT but what i did is basically the same as selling to RMT.

i just wanted to make a public apology to theflock, i lost them a byakko seal, i shoulda got it off my char. but my dumbass forgot it was on there and im really, really sorry.along with...

jussy- i lost jussys vermy when i sold my account and i tried to get it back but the guy has yet to respond and apparently he already sold it. i feel really bad that i lost it. it was basically both of our faults. i had no clue the vermy was on there. but jussy uses my character sometimes and i guess he left it on there without me knowing.

to the great guys on theflock, all new members, old members, mainly to mattaru, dejan, weaponslayer, genkaku, and manasha. im really sorry you wont see me anymore at least for a long time and im sorry i lost the seal. i love you guys and you guys have been great friends to me like no others. and to all the new guys on theflock via server migration. sorry i didnt get to know u all better but dont judge theflock from my choice here. theflock is a class act bad ass Linkshell with one hell of a leader and person in dejan and all of u guys are gonna have a blast on that shell.

to luffy,limi,gregedor, and celvantes. love you guys. some of my original friends on the game and some class act guys.

basically this is somewhat of a goodbye post from the game but im sure i'll still stop by the forums every so often unless im shunned from the quetzacoatl community which i guess i would understand.


once again. to everyone out there who has respected me on game(maybe no one;/) and maybe now u lost some respect.. im sorry. im disappointed in myself for doing this but i just did what i thought i needed to do. God speed everyone; and if theres anyone i missed that may wanna chat; hit me up @ on msn

[email protected]

take care everyone and thanks for all the fun memories.. and fuck honcho.. account selling asshole; ;
 
Gotta do what you gotta do Honcho. :< I just got back onto FFXI so its a bummer that I won't see you around anymore, but know you'll be missed! Good luck with those debts man ; ; I really hope it works out.
 
This will be moved more than likely, but take care. It's a shame it had to come to that.
 
Hope you get back on your feet again sometime soon
 
Miros said:
Yeah uhh...where do I move this again? O_o;
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Reality Sinks In. Sorry you had to sell your toon, I don't think I could bear the thought of someone else playing Rappa, heh. Sucks that you lost people's items too, hopefully you can figure out some way to make it up to them.
 
If you would like to keep your name, but need the money, you could do the old "delete character and rename it" fiasco. Know some people that have done that, but without the selling part. Just wanted to change their player name.
 
Take care Honcho, hope things work out good for you in real life.

It was always fun doing sky stuff with you, even though we always died a lot up there. ^^
 
I don't think anyone could blame you for selling your account due to real life concerns if you really needed the money.

RL > FFXI.

Have a nice life, Honcho.
 
Awwww Honcho :(

You'll be in my thoughts and prayers, bro. I know what it can be like suddenly finding yourself in the squeeze you seem to be in.

If there's any consolation I can offer it's simply this:

Guys like you don't stay down for long. You're out there living real life in much the same way as you play this game - solo, no training wheels, without a net. That takes courage. Tackling college all on your own, as well as all the responsibilities of managing all your own affairs is a very difficult thing, and you got my respect for even attempting it. You'll bounce back from this, and I'll be happy to see it when it happens.

I'm sorry you had to sell ole Honcho, but at least you sold him to someone you at least know a good bit and seem to trust. To me at least, there's a world of diference between that and offering it up to any asshat that happens along on ebay.

Godspeed, brave lil Taru. I'll be hoping to see you soon.
 
Take care man - you'll be missed. I tried to send you an e-mail, but it got bounced back. PM me with your contact info and I'll try to help you out.
 
I'll miss ya honch. Don't be a stranger, you have my MSN, stop by and chat with me bud.
 
Where in the great state of Texas are you at Honch? I'm a lil' pressed for cash myself, but for totally different reasons (need to build up nest egg for down payment on a new car). But once that's done, I'll be able to toss ya some help if you're still needing it.

Gotta help a fellow Texan out.
 
Siviard said:
Where in the great state of Texas are you at Honch? I'm a lil' pressed for cash myself, but for totally different reasons (need to build up nest egg for down payment on a new car). But once that's done, I'll be able to toss ya some help if you're still needing it.

Gotta help a fellow Texan out.
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Texas born and raised (kinda)

Gotta love the attitude you guys have. People talk shit about it, but you just showed what we really are like.
 
Selling your character is your own damn business in my book. While I'll probably wind up giving Raes a nice viking funeral when the time comes, that's my choice, and I don't think it really matters what other people do, at least not so long as they let people know they sold it.

Hopefully your financial situation works itself out. ;.;
 
damn. thx for all the nice words guys. it really means alot and i appreciate it.

im in lubbock btw sivi heh. and no need for anyone to help me even though i am so flattered you guys would even mention it. that just shows what kind of guy u are cel and sivi. and oh btw cel, i use this e-mail just fyi if u ever wanna email me or anything:) -- [email protected]


anyway, im slowly makin my way back to normalcy. still in debt a ways but np~ im just happy as hell its summer right now and i dont gotta go thru this while at school, anyway much <3 :)

oh and blaze, yep ill see ya on msn:)
 
I already know what your problem is, Honcho. It's two-fold

1. Texas Tech
2. Lubbock

And there ya have it. :biggrin:
 
Siviard said:
I already know what your problem is, Honcho. It's two-fold

1. Texas Tech
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Seconded. Drive down to College Station and go to a *real* school =P

Glad to hear you're doing better, man.
 
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