i'm not sure if this should go here in good times. kinda sad but also good in a way. anyway i just wanted to say goodbye to final fantasy and everyone on the game that ive met during my time here that has been cool to me. It's just time for me to quit. (sorry if this parts boring) I just thought to myself the other day when i was playing and some of my cousins were in from out of town and wanted me to go to a movie but i said no because i was playing final fantasy.. stuff like this has happened too many times to me. its just i thought about it.. as much as i love this game and its very fun.. FFXI is not any different than any other addiction. like gambling or alcoholism.. it can ruin your life. now dont get me wrong lol my lifes fine. its just i was thinking for a long time and i just dont want to be playing this video game for the rest of my life and never getting out to accomplish what i want to do because im too involved in the game. i could use the hours upon hours of time i play to actually go out with my friends, pay more attention to my girlfriend, spend more time with my family, get better grades in school, and actually get some stuff done in life that i want to do. cuz when everythings said and done and u go out in the world.... none of this shit on final fantasy is gonna matter and i just dont wanna look back and regret all my wasted time on this game that i actually coulve been out doing something productive. for everyone on here im not trying to sway anyone to stop playing. dont think that at all... just dont play as much as i did.. because it makes u take a look at the game from a more realistic view.. all the things that seem important on the game.. they arent.. theres no reason to get all worked up because ur rank 4 and want airship pass and cant seem to get help or u cant get people to help on divine might... 5 years from now.. that stuff that u spend so much time trying to do and get done isnt going to matter... lol sorry about this rambling.. just had alot of things on my mind^^. anyway lets get to the good stuff hehe. i just wanna thank in particular Luffy, one of the best if not the best friend i have made on the game, Limi.... because god that guy was just an unbelievable friend who would do anything for u that u would ask, Claxton.. hehe good RL friend and i would never have got the game if he wouldntve bugged me about it nonstop 2years ago(love ya buddy), Mikemann.. like my effin brother dude.. was fun man and im gonna miss being on doin stuff with u so much, and to end it up.. jussy. him and mike and clax r 3 of my best friends IRL. jussy its been fun dude but ill still see u almost everydaylol. well... ive completely rambled on for way too long. anyway monday night central time is gonna be my last night on. prolly from around 5central to8 or 9 central. im going to be giving most of my things away to close friends. and also other relatively close friends ive met on the game.. CEL ; GREG that means u big guys! anyway ill talk to most of u guys on the game then. and btw mainly to cel,greg, limi, luff. and others who wont see me IRL.. ima keep my account just so i can hop on and chat every once in awhile.. o and guys i just mentioned(and anyone who cares) im gonna post a pic of me and my gf on qcdn real soon
. anyway love u guys and i hope to talk to yall monday. thanks guys for making my time here fun^^
p.s. forgot to mention this.. if i ever made anyone mad on the game or was rude to anyone for anything... im sorry.. i mean its a agme.. no need to be rude or get worked up over anyting on it^^
. anyway love u guys and i hope to talk to yall monday. thanks guys for making my time here fun^^p.s. forgot to mention this.. if i ever made anyone mad on the game or was rude to anyone for anything... im sorry.. i mean its a agme.. no need to be rude or get worked up over anyting on it^^
