My life.

[Chuash]

Anybody have those times that you have nothing to look forward to? Just emptiness? That is how I am feeling right now.

I miss how my old life style was. Never had to worry about anything. Fridge was always full of food. I had friends I could randomly knock at their door and they'll answer it. Seriously tho I had a friend who you could knock at her door at one in the morning and she'll open it and be surprised to whom it was at the door every time.

I could go out, smoke, drink, do anything that I wanted.

Money? I never had to worry about money. If I needed some. All I had to do was ask.

Now? I don't have any of that. Friends? Hard to make when everybody prefers to stay to them self. I've tried to make a couple friends, but their response was: "I don't have time to make new friends" or "I have too many friends already".

Food? It seems like I must ration it now.

Money? No comment, but it isn't the same.

My family? I feel like I don't have any for many reasons.

My life is falling apart.

I know I need to keep my head up, but gravity is weighing it down.

 

[Muttzen]

That's why you don't think too much. The type of thinking that is idle dwelling is dangerous. Do yourself a favor and try to stop. Relax. Thinking about the past won't do any good. If you want to change your situation, you have to be active. Do something about it. Clear your mind. Have a nice cold drink and go to sleep. Sleeping on an issue can work quite well.

 

[Trippyhippy]

We all have peaks and valleys. Welcome to the valley of life. Just remember, it can always be worse, and it will always get better.

 

[Chuash]

That's why you don't think too much. The type of thinking that is idle dwelling is dangerous. Do yourself a favor and try to stop. Relax. Thinking about the past won't do any good. If you want to change your situation, you have to be active. Do something about it. Clear your mind. Have a nice cold drink and go to sleep. Sleeping on an issue can work quite well.

I slept already, when I woke up I kept my eyes closed so that I can still have the dream that I was having