My Turf Now (Amerie Warning - Your Chance to Skip This Thread)

[Morwen]

I dunno, but Morwen is my new hero. I love the bold and the "mean" streak!

Wasn't this one of Jyak's women at one point in time??? >.>

No, I wasn't.

 

[Achates]

Yeah I realized that read really bad after I sent it...

SORRY MORWEN!!! And unlike some people I really mean it!

 

[toqabowl]

Not taking any sides on this(since i dont really care what happens between aud and ame), but this thread smells of failed moderation(including admins)throughout the past couple months. Something like this shouldve been taken care of before you quit being a mod aud, and miros quitting too(since apparently many people reported her blog entries). And even after, the new mods/admins should been ontop of this.

And if it happens ingame, whats so hard about /blacklist, I dont understand.

 

[Hitaru]

I get it, i think. People dont care about others. I always strived to be a more likable person and fit in. Its just a game so being a real friend doesnt matter. People dont matter, I can say whatever you want and do whatever you want to people because its just a game. Its ok to backstab people and cheat and just say w/e you want because in the end, its not real.

She may be gone, but fuck me this pissed me off...and I generally don't care what happens between players that aren't my friends or whatever.

How can you say that people don't care about others? that's the biggest load of bullshit ever...there's so many people that I care about that I've met on this game and it sucks that we're so far apart because I can do just about fuck all for them(they know who the fuck they are).

I think where you failed is where you tried to be a likable person and fit in...be yourself, SOMEONE is bound to like you...and that whole it's a game bullshit, seriously just shut up about it, it's tedious...you wouldn't stab someone in the back in real life (maybe you would, you know if you were ACTUALLY bi-polar or whatever) but no sane normal human being would and you wouldn't cheat in real life either coz most of the time, if you're caught you're fucked, which reminds me does that mean you just kind of confessed to cheating because it's just a game?

sure, the characters aren't real but the person playing them is, your logic is messed up, but then I'm probably wasting time since you said you wouldn't be coming back...

 

[Tristam Green]

P.S.S Stay blessed! You should make a new sig every month. The exact same model just make the blessed outfit a different color.

:irked:

Thanks for the sig, Tristam!

Stay delusional and illiterate, you sad excuse for a whatever-you-are.

 

[Audino]

sure, the characters aren't real but the person playing them is, your logic is messed up, but then I'm probably wasting time since you said you wouldn't be coming back...

You missed the part where along with saying "its just a game blah blah" she also encouraged others to be cautious of other players' feelings and such. She just doesn't really know whether she's coming or going, lol.

 

[Airou]

I have a few things i wanted to say:

For one, i dont have anything negative to say about you Amerie, seeing as you've never crossed me and itd be stupid of me to insult you. However, when you refer to "All of quetz" or "The whole server" and generalize us all, thats where i do take offense, and im sure im not the only one, hence why many people think you should be apologetic to everyone not just the 2 you insist on.

Second, the difference here is everything you've posted was just been jabs, stabs, insults and verbal defenses. Nothing tangible like some sort of proof, everything Audino has said, he has either back it up himself, or your reactions did it for him. From my limited playing time with Audino, ive thought him to be a good guy, and at the very least respectable, so taking stabs at him will not get you anywhere.

Now, its obvious your apologies (whether sincere or not) are not good enough for the community, so no matter what you say here or in game in your defense is going to help you. The best i can suggest to you, is to ignore it all and let it blow over and NEVER get yourself caught in this again, if people snap at you just ignore it and try to be a good person/player. Maybe people with alot of time will think better of you, theres also the chance that your reputation is tarnished forever. However i believe you dont have much of a choice to try if you would like to enjoy a positive experience in this server.

Lastly, you've brought up your Bi-Polar disorder a few times in this thread. Before i say anything, i appreciate the help you gave me when i learned my mother had this as well, it really helped and im grateful. However, please do not bring up the disorder in your defense, or make it seem like things arent your fault. I say this because (And even though im fairly new to the disease, ive done my research) none of the things people are accusing you of, and none of the opinions people have of you have ANYTHING to do with the disorder, and it would be a shame for you to give off the impression that others with the disease may be thought of the same.

Good luck to you.

 

[Miros]

Miros im sorry i fucked up ur forum.

But it's not mine anymore. =( I need to bump that going away thread.

Not taking any sides on this(since i dont really care what happens between aud and ame), but this thread smells of failed moderation(including admins)throughout the past couple months. Something like this shouldve been taken care of before you quit being a mod aud, and miros quitting too(since apparently many people reported her blog entries). And even after, the new mods/admins should been ontop of this.

And if it happens ingame, whats so hard about /blacklist, I dont understand.

I don't remember too many people reporting her blog when I was on admin. And by too many I think it was just Audino like he mentioned at one point. I know Dino and I spoke about it and at the time since it really was a small issue and we were hoping that the blog entry that she made when I was still on would be the first and last. I left and it ended up not being the last! =o Not much I could have done in the situation without putting myself in a long term project. Especially knowing my last day was inevitably coming.

 

[Arctyrael]

Admins failed to act because there was a failure in planning at the inception of the blogs. We adopted a "wait and lets see" and we waited too long.

 

[Falsey]

i cant believe shes attacking audino for being a drg. thats like 2005 retarded. god damn this southern gal is kinda slow on the insults.

 

[Hitaru]

You missed the part where along with saying "its just a game blah blah" she also encouraged others to be cautious of other players' feelings and such. She just doesn't really know whether she's coming or going, lol.

yeah you're right...atleast you got it for me lol :biggrin:

 

[Audino]

For the love of god... I'm expected to do a favor now?

For the record, Jamal's seacom was something like "<removed>" Since I heard from multiple people GM'ing is her forte, I threw it right back. Of course I'm not going to do a bitch move like that to anyone. I take care of my problems myself. For her, I'd make an exception!

 

[Nyett]

There was this really strange chick in my high-school who would emotionally bounce around with me daily in this same manner...

"I hate you, but your awesome. Screw off you asshole, god your hot. Your a dick, but man lets hang out ok?"

Turns out she just had massively low self esteem and badly wanted to play with my yogurt tosser.
Read between the lines Audino my friend..... read between the lines...




















Dude, give it too her too, I regret not doing it. Learn from my mistakes, trust me it will be funny. Don't forget to film it and send it to me!



























I also want to read the letters of desperation 2 months later when you stop talking to her and she's pregnant. Highlight the good parts though cause I'm lazy and frankly not really all that interested.

Thanks bro <3.

 

[Yurirem]

Hi there. From one arrogant and unintelligent bitch to another:

I'm not afraid to admit when I fuck up.

You still cant reach me.

Well the truth is. Im crazy.

No seriously, I'll like bust the windows out of your car. I am so crazy.

You know amy shes a real bitch. But AME with an E! Shes a christian. Shes really down to earthand really in touch with her feelings.

If you expect ME, to bow down and apologize to a bunch of.... Yeahhhhh.... You must be smokin somethin, cause that is not happenin.

Im not gonna apologize for having thick skin.

Im human, I shouldnt have done that. But in the end, What I said, IF ANYTHING was teasing and bitchy. Flamebaiting... I dont think so? Sorry if I dont see things your way. Im crazy tho so yeah.

Fuck you, your not worth my time. Im not going to put forth an entire page towards you. It wont make me look bettter or feel better.

Alright! Where do I start. For someone so "thick-skinned" and "centered" in their high little haven, watching all us little fleas from above, you sure do require an abundance of self-assurance. Also, I can't help but notice it mostly comes from yourself. Aww, what's wrong, no buddies? I surely can't fathom why that might be!

Seriously, from reading a few of your blogs and from what I've gathered from all your posts - you just love talking about yourself. "I'm such a virtuous young woman who's incredibly hot and everyone wants me." etc etc. Even if that were true, it's not something you need to say every 5 minutes.

Frankly, your words are such carelessly-spun lies. Weak words, as well as a weak will. That's right darling. You're weak, and from the looks of things, it seems like you'll be staying that way. Another upstanding member of society. You may keep fooling yourself for all I care, however.

Just about everything and anything has been said about me. It doesn't make it true. Words for the most part, especially some people in game.

Oh dear, and you believe your words to be holier-than-thou, yes? Weak.

I didnt mean to hurt anyone in what I said. Yet you get a bunch of supposedly, educated, adults gathered on an game forum to say every mean and hateful nasty thing about me. For what? Maybe it makes you feel nice insult someone you envy.

How cute! Coming from someone who needs constant self-assurance to get by. Very weak.

Tomorrow, maybe even tonight, you will look back and think.. wow.. that was really messed up. I know how that is. Your a nice person/player. If ive learned anything its that, what you say about people can have really big consequences.

Apparently you did not learn this lesson when it mattered.

I used to think being bipolar was terrible. But you know what? When I read and see people do what you just did. I wonder what its like to not be bipolar, you know?

I can only imagine.

Im not shady. Im not a thief. Im not a scammer. Ive never cheated. If im a bitch, so be it. Im a bitch that gets shit done and doesnt have issues in game because I am experienced enough and confident enough to get what I need done, done.

OOMG, Your calling me names over the internet. You can say what you want about my personality but you will never take away the fact I worked damn hard for what I have and I did just with hard work. I didnt do anything shady. I didnt steal. I didnt ninja lot. I didnt trick ppl.

There's some evidence that will soon make itself known. Evidence that shall completely contradict what you pretend to say here. It will also expose your weakness and hypocrisy even further. It should be fun!

I get it, i think. People dont care about others. I always strived to be a more likable person and fit in. Its just a game so being a real friend doesnt matter. People dont matter, I can say whatever you want and do whatever you want to people because its just a game. Its ok to backstab people and cheat and just say w/e you want because in the end, its not real.

Be that as it may, there is still such a thing as integrity and honor. Terms which I'm sure will escape your meaning, after all, I'm told the lord loves all his children, even the weak little parasitic excuses for human beings who believe honor merely "holds you back." I'm so not pointing fingers though! (yes I am.)

I apologize for this post but your twisted reign of hypocrisy has forced my hand. Wait, no, I don't apologize. See there - we can all be a little bipolar from time to time.

It also angers me that a pathetic little worm like you mocked Audino for the amount of time it took to aquire his Gungnir. He worked with honesty and good will, which is more than I can say for you, and I cannot think of a person more deserving than him to have a relic weapon.

Also, don't ever harass my shellmates again, that's my job. Stay weak.

 

[Myrrh]

Anyone who puts M, Y, R, or H in their /sea com is getting GM'd by me.

 

[jyakotsu]

Anyone who puts M, Y, R, or H in their /sea com is getting GM'd by me.

M Y H R R Likes the yogurt tosser! like that?

 

[Ewok]

I'm a giant and I don't move until I'm provoked.

Lol, Dr.Dre flashback.

This harshness and outright cruelty brought to you by Morwen©. Goddamn its good to be mean again.

Wow, I hope I never get on your bad side. You are impressive when you're pissed.


In all seriousness, Amerie, stop responding. Don't apologize. Don't insult. Don't argue. I don't know about you being bi-polar (like not too long ago everyone supposedly had ADHD), but you are obviously over emotional. I was originally going to defend you when I first read the OP, but your responses have changed my mind. Take some time out, hang out with your friends, in-game or irl. You claim to have a good group you do ZNMs with (good as in easy to get along with, I'm not commenting on skill), go find something to do with them. Something I've learned in my life, apologizing only goes so far. Change how you respond to issues like this, because how you react currently obviously isn't working. And please, if you do suffer from bi-polar syndrome, stop using it as a crutch. There are people that lose their arms that learn to do things with their feet. Take a lesson from them.

Good luck.

 

[Hitaru]

You know what else is funny, she still went out of her way to see what Jamal and company were doing before sending Audino a tell saying she'd GM them, talk about clingy...

 

[Mirewen]

So think skinned and crying to a GM are the same thing now?

You wonder why GM's don't help out often, because bitches waste their time with stupid shit.

Why don't you Blist Jamal Amerie?

And as for buying gil... lol.

 

[Falsey]

So think skinned and crying to a GM are the same thing now?

You wonder why GM's don't help out often, because bitches waste their time with stupid shit.

Why don't you Blist Jamal Amerie?

And as for buying gil... lol.

you said it better than i was going to lol