I just want to say that my name is Valoran and I've made mistakes in the game.
One time, I forgot to first-voke because someone came into my room and was talking to me.
One time, I hit the wrong macros and chi blasted a sapling-class mob in CN.
As a noob, I subbed 12 whm for my monk main until level 30 so I could be mnk/sam (I'm now mnk/war, having learned quite a bit).
I used to drop beastman's seals.
I was once rude to a guy who recommended some tactic to me in a party because I hadn't heard of it before. He was probably totally in the right.
The point is, after reading the flameboards recently, I now know that these errors are likely all captured on screenshots, and will be used as evidence both for my exclusion from sky linkshells, and a determination of my value as a player AND human being.
I'm really sorry to the entire cast of thousands who play FFXI on Quetz; I really like our server, but I can see now that my 50 days of playtime have been wasted, and I'll go start a char on another server.
If anyone can ever see fit to forgive my mistakes, let me know, but I wilt under the self-righteous fury of these totally right and morally impeccable accusers who loom over the flameboard, and I fear the day when some new mistake, accidental or not, will bring me before the gaze of these omniscient twelve-year olds who have a hidden and secret direct line to absolute morality. I had no idea that the community had come together so strongly to elect such elite of our own members as judges over our every action, but I now know that mine will be too stringently evaluated for my pleasant-gaming tastes.
Don't get me wrong, I love that this is a game I can work hard in. I just know that I don't have time to both fully comprehend the tangled moral issues of every other player on the server AND get my woodworking skill to 100 and my monk to 75.
Hopefully, there are a few people out there who will let a passive, non-judgemental, damn fine (if I do say so myself) monk party with them a few times and maybe take a crack at chi blasting Kirin. All I can say is that I will be hard at work at whatever I do.
Yours, Vana'diel,
Valoran