Shaida---Windar---whatever

[Excim]

Youre one to talk, why don't you go get engaged and leave the week you get confirmation on the date without a word for a few months again? Blow off you arrogant piece of shit along with your reject LS.

For those of you that don't know where this quote came from... it came from here: http://www.qcdn.org/showthread.php?t=20833&page=6

I've decided to follow the new FB rules that were clearly stated, and not derail that thread.



Where to start...? How the hell do you know me? And how did you know what happened with my engagement? Hmmm....

Another one of the rules on these whole boards, which aren't really enforced but should be, is that your character name be in your sig, or at least be the name you post by. You go by Shaidalyn. I have never heard of you, but I can assume you are Windaria, and that would explain your enmity to me. If I am wrong about that, please correct me so I don't keep making bad assumptions.


Anyway, who do you think you are... whomever you are... to come at me half cocked like a drunk mountain boy in a fishing derby? Your spouting shit that you don't even understand, clearly, and what for? In that thread we were discussing reasons for people joining end game and why they do what they do. Your position, clearly, was that if there was nothing in it for you, then you would not be willing to help.
I understand your view, but I don't agree with it. I stated my position of end game, being that if it was full of people like you, that I wouldn't want to be a part of it. Simple. I can't stand opportunistic people, but that's just me. And then you go and attack me like this? Again... why, and of what relevance?

Let me explain enlighten you on what my situation was last summer.

In August, I had went to Montreal to visit my friend Eva who had just had a child, and took the opportunity to go to a training camp to try out for the Cornwall Aces. I stayed there for about two weeks, and I had a blast. Then I came home to Atlanta. Once I returned, I said hello to all of my friends here at FFXI and began picking the game back up. After three weeks of checking with the Aces front office, there was no word on whether I had made the team or not, and by then it was the end of August. So, I told Chasym to go ahead and put through mine and Hayako's wedding application again. He did so.

It was August 28th, and I had just gotten the call that a scout had decided to pick me up for a team in the SM-Liiga near Farjestad, SWE. I was to join thier training camp, which was stationed in Frieburg, GER. I was schedualed to leave on September 2nd, and I didn't have much time to pack and make arrangements for my apartment. I choose to take the offer, and managed to get all my shit taken care of. I went online, told everybody I saw the good news, and I may have even posted a few things on here about it. Hayako is on sporadically, and I never got to tell her. I told my buddy Stirce to let her know when he saw her, and off I went. I managed to be able to bring a lap top with me and had FFXI loaded, but I never really got on very much, and it was such odd times it really wasn't very fun.

Anyways, I ended up getting hurt in November, and I had to come back home. I started picking up the game again, but wasn't on very much. I saw Chasym one day and he told me "Heh, of all the luck, the month your application gets accepted you leave." I thought, "yeah, wow, that sucks."

I saw Hayako again shortly after that, and she was thrilled to see me, and we've even been unseparable whenever we are online together. We are both dissappointed at what happened, but she told me she understood and thought it was wonderful I was able to go. She has also been very supportive of me being there, and even helped me get through a brief bout of depression when I got cut.

So now you know. My advice to you, don't open your mouth if it's full of shit. I don't post all the shit Analisa told me one night about the two of you because I know I don't know the whole story, and frankly it was never any of my business. Nor was anything you spouted out about any of yours.

Oh, and you can attack me all you want, that's fine. Leave my LS out of this, calling them rejects isn't very classy.

 

[Stirce]

Leave my LS out of this, calling them rejects isn't very classy.

And calling us rejects means your refering to a few of your friends so that goes to show you the type of person you are..

 

[Alyada]

A well thought out, and worded flame. In my humble opinion, whatever happened between Excim and Hayako should be their buisness. I don't understand why relationships in-game and out of it have to be spread like wild fire.

Secondly, Excim had a point. If you're going to be selfish then he isn't going to want to play with you. Those are my feelings on HNM/END-GAME anyway. Selfishiness should not run the shell, nor the leaders. It needs to be about team work and getting everyone good gear.

I think an apology is in order.

 

[Stirce]

All my elvaan comments, were in jest. Not my fault people such as Sao play the race and play it EXACTLY as I stereotype it.
On Excim.. I won't even get started, but he makes Sao look good. He is a total dirtbag and jealous I got his "other" something he can't even afford.
I don't know shit about this game, I just know what YOU taught me and a few others. I follow that advice and COMMON SENSE.
And I don't know? I prolly know more than the entirety of OFV. I talk to Haya rather regularly and am VERY close with her. She is one of the few people I truly are for enough to keep contact with. I tossed the OFV pearl once Excim showed how pitiful he was over a gift. He doesnt deserve Haya, period.
And Ky knows very much full well about everything I've every said/done whether it be Col Haya or Myrrh.
Fact is, I figured you would be a guy to prove to me not all men/elvaan/pld suck. 3/3 of the things I've been worn to hate. Why? Incompetence.
Men, you know how most men are, then there are the BOTTOM of the barrel I have dealt with such as Excim and Sao.
Elvaan, Sao.. as well as DOZENS of others. I figured you as one of TWO male elvaan of FOUR total elvaan I could tolerate.
Paladins..I've pt'd with 1 good one in my life, then there's you and Sin.
3/??? I found competent.
Because of you, I've given pld 's a chance, for a while I would have them kicked.. but seeing you and knowing your passion for them I tried them. Their hate control is good, but if whm is not up to par, pt fails. At least with Nin whm is insignificant.

Starting to understand more why I initially disliked all of the above though. You're still a sweetheart.. at times. So I'm sorry if my elvaan "bashing" upset you, I even cut it to VERY light offhand remarks around you, if any, because it upset you. Then I figured you didnt like me around at all so I stopped bother you, Ury, and Ness. So.. friends or not, is up to you. if not, I wish you the best of luck, in endgame and against Maat.

this is a PM i got from my so called friend..... deal is wind you think this is all about a SH you paid for and gave to haya. Yes excim wondered how you paid for that and was still able to buy all kinds of other HQ gear and astral rings and LL boots and Emp hair pin and still not have a job over lvl 60. NOT once did he ask if you buy gil online he could care less if you did or not he just wanted some tips of makeing gil since your so good at it. Now you and Ive spent alot of time together and Ive seen you farm maybe 3-4 good times but W/E you think your close with haya? think youll still be close with her after calling all her friends rejects? as for you know more about end game then the whole LS who care? we are just a group of friends. You talk so bad about other races and other jobs no wonder you have bad experiences with them. you walk around all negative your gonna get negative feed back. You know I wish you all the best to but dont ever call my friends rejects again

 

[Shaidalyn]

Yes, Windaria. Figured it was obvious enough but alright.
I agree Alyada, and I do apologize.
Do I want to be forgiven? not really.. I apologize solely because I was in error.
The "friends" of this LS were good at first until it suddenly became "hey Wind can you.." then I get no /tells from any of them ever. Whatever.. friends are only as good as they are useful huh?
I'm sorry about your "experience" that's not what I was told. I was led to believe by a few individuals you gave NO word and vanished at a rather upsetting time.
I apologize for being so "overreactive" to this but Haya happens to be one of the best people I have ever come to know.. she has helped me through more rough times than I could name, and I could not have continued without her support. The fact you hurt her and broke her spirit really got to me.
I apologize for that, and that alone. No one ever felt it important to inform me of your situation EXCEPT you vanished into thin air.
Was it my business at first? no.. has it become something I should have been told long before? Yes.

And when you insult someone, whether incidently or blatently.. expect rebuttle. This IS a flame board, don't expect "oh you're using me as a negative referance I'll just smile and wave!" no.
You're lucky to have such a wonderful woman for you, and I apologize about my outburst. I was misinformed and it led down a longer road.
I wish you both the best of luck anyhow, despite anything.

..... final note..
this has been a rather shitty month for me, I've been struck by a very very very harsh emotional strain and I've yet to find a way to recover.. this all just snowballed with it. So again, I apologize.
This will be my only post on this thread.. no sense in responding further, I've said what I've said. I want no more to do with OFV, good luck to you in whatever you do.

 

[Excim]

So that's it... you think I was jealous.

Why do you assume such things? You left the LS. You got all mad when I asked you for tips on how you made so much gil. I trusted you when you said you did BCNM's and all that other BS. I was incredibly happy that Hayako got her SH finally, so she could level her THF job. And you're right, I could not afford one, and still can't.

I just simply cannot stand people who let shit dribble out of thier mouths when they have no clue what they are talking about.

 

[Kiere]

Good god...Shaidlayn...you do KNOW this is a game right? Those damn dastardly elvan male paladins! You must know that makes you sound slightly unbalanced.

 

[Shaidalyn]

mistake, I will comment on Stirce since he felt the need to drop out a PM into public eye.. Shame..
I farmed more in those few weeks than literally everything else combined. Between my fiance a friend and alone, I slept every other day, for 4-6 hours.
I also did not say I was without aid. No, I didn't buy gil. I can barely afford monthly payments on XI + Phone + Inet + Cable + + +.. prices suck. You know my living situation is with ONE other person so it's not cake walk. MANY things I got were looong before inflation, other things have been gifts or loans.
And you say he asked. He was 100% accusive and it was rather blatent. I was offended, so I left and dropped contact. That simple.
Also, about other races/jobs. Please reread your PM. Bad experience LED to my dislike.
I have a few pld friends, doesnt mean I like them more than Nin.

Now. I'm done. This seriously is not worth the stress.

 

[Excim]

Yes, Windaria. Figured it was obvious enough but alright.
I agree Alyada, and I do apologize.
Do I want to be forgiven? not really.. I apologize solely because I was in error.
The "friends" of this LS were good at first until it suddenly became "hey Wind can you.." then I get no /tells from any of them ever. Whatever.. friends are only as good as they are useful huh?
I'm sorry about your "experience" that's not what I was told. I was led to believe by a few individuals you gave NO word and vanished at a rather upsetting time.
I apologize for being so "overreactive" to this but Haya happens to be one of the best people I have ever come to know.. she has helped me through more rough times than I could name, and I could not have continued without her support. The fact you hurt her and broke her spirit really got to me.
I apologize for that, and that alone. No one ever felt it important to inform me of your situation EXCEPT you vanished into thin air.
Was it my business at first? no.. has it become something I should have been told long before? Yes.

And when you insult someone, whether incidently or blatently.. expect rebuttle. This IS a flame board, don't expect "oh you're using me as a negative referance I'll just smile and wave!" no.
You're lucky to have such a wonderful woman for you, and I apologize about my outburst. I was misinformed and it led down a longer road.
I wish you both the best of luck anyhow, despite anything.

..... final note..
this has been a rather shitty month for me, I've been struck by a very very very harsh emotional strain and I've yet to find a way to recover.. this all just snowballed with it. So again, I apologize.
This will be my only post on this thread.. no sense in responding further, I've said what I've said. I want no more to do with OFV, good luck to you in whatever you do.

At least you had the good sense to apologize, and that speaks volumes for your character, although I cannot speak for the rest of OFV.

I tossed the OFV pearl once Excim showed how pitiful he was over a gift.

You make very bad assumptions of people's character Windaria. But I do appreciate being thrown about as a "bottom of the barrel" man, as you so eloquently put it. You talked with me for what... all of two weeks? Heh... that's priceless.

 

[Chasym]

Yes, Windaria. Figured it was obvious enough but alright.
I agree Alyada, and I do apologize.
Do I want to be forgiven? not really.. I apologize solely because I was in error.
The "friends" of this LS were good at first until it suddenly became "hey Wind can you.." then I get no /tells from any of them ever. Whatever.. friends are only as good as they are useful huh?
I'm sorry about your "experience" that's not what I was told. I was led to believe by a few individuals you gave NO word and vanished at a rather upsetting time.
I apologize for being so "overreactive" to this but Haya happens to be one of the best people I have ever come to know.. she has helped me through more rough times than I could name, and I could not have continued without her support. The fact you hurt her and broke her spirit really got to me.
I apologize for that, and that alone. No one ever felt it important to inform me of your situation EXCEPT you vanished into thin air.
Was it my business at first? no.. has it become something I should have been told long before? Yes.

And when you insult someone, whether incidently or blatently.. expect rebuttle. This IS a flame board, don't expect "oh you're using me as a negative referance I'll just smile and wave!" no.
You're lucky to have such a wonderful woman for you, and I apologize about my outburst. I was misinformed and it led down a longer road.
I wish you both the best of luck anyhow, despite anything.

..... final note..
this has been a rather shitty month for me, I've been struck by a very very very harsh emotional strain and I've yet to find a way to recover.. this all just snowballed with it. So again, I apologize.
This will be my only post on this thread.. no sense in responding further, I've said what I've said. I want no more to do with OFV, good luck to you in whatever you do.

I wouldnt say you know more than the whole of OFV. ive been playin this game for nearly 3 years, and i do have a job at 75. I do play endgame. even killed Jorg and Tiamat this week. I know for a fact you havent nor would you know where to begin with it. and thats not even the whole, Thats just me. And i spread my knowledge to my fellow ls mates which they use later and vice versa.
And your bashing elvaan and pld. Thats hilarious honestly since your getting really racist about FICTIONAL RACES. "FICTIONAL RACES". no. not all elvaan are assholes, nor are all men. I have a loving wife and child and i take care of them. i have another baby coming. In game, i dont give anyone shit. unless they give it to me first.
some of the best players i know are pld. And excim is one of the best ones i will EVER know. But you appear to assume any job and race you chose to play makes you all high and might and correct, like your god. Your wrong. There is no perfect choice in this game. theres always flaws in each choice.
my biggest flaw choice was associating you with our LS at all.


so dont assume. Your shit aint roses and im smellin it from here.
Stop pullin pages out of the encyclopedia twatanica.

 

[Stirce]

The "friends" of this LS were good at first until it suddenly became "hey Wind can you.." then I get no /tells from any of them ever. Whatever.. friends are only as good as they are useful huh?

Yeah I sure remember everyone asking you for a some help>.> cuz your all kinds of helpfull... Yeah I remember asking you to come join me on a few things here and there but i also remembering you throwing fits and asking to come out get the keys for your GF because you were upset at her and didnt want to do it even after she said she wouldnt do it without you... I still went and took her to get them. You gave me some BS about having to leave and you needed my help so i was there right when you asked. remember that i always tried to be there for you. I remember when you use to think parties were pointless and you always got better exp soloing. IDK what happened to you wind, maybe you were like this from day one and I choose to look over it but whatever. its over now goodbye wind.

 

[Excim]

Good god. Someone sent me a few links to a few of the threads you've made on Alla... Wow.

For one, you really need to get off of the high horse you've been riding since whenever. It seriously makes you look ignorant, and I personally am glad you are gone from my LS. You really aren't fit to wear it.

On a second note, I must say, I was pretty hurt by those comments you made. I had no clue you held so much venom for me. You could have spat it out a lot sooner than January. But after reading a good lot of those threads that person sent to me... man... I really just feel bad for you. I'm serious.

Thirdly, and lastly, what honestly makes you think that once you learn a smidgen about anything or anyone (ie Hayako, Red Mage job) that you and you alone are the god of knowledge on said subject. It just so happens that I have known Hayako since before you could drive a car. I know the name behind the character, and few (if any) can say the same. In fact, I've talked to Hayako already today, and we've discussed what you said. heh. You see Windaria... Hayako keeps everything secret for a reason. They don't want people like you falling in love with them and ending up stalking them. It's happened to them before, and from what I've read comeing from the horses mouth... you... you seem to be a prime candidate.

I also know why you hate me. Jealousy really is a bitch, and her name is Windaria. I would never wish anything ill upon you in RL, but if you quit the server tomorrow, I'll be the first to say good riddance.

Thank you.

 

[Shaidalyn]

I really was gonna let this die, but since you enjoy pulling personal shit out into the public eye so much, (which didnt you just scorn me for a bit ago?) lets get some shit straight.
You wanna talk about helping me, in game you did. We won't mention about how your in game fiance has come to me a dozen plus times with problems of you or Coma or both.. oh wait, how about when Coma caught you saying you loved her, his gf, hmm and you say I have relationship issues? You go around behind a guy's back with his gf on the phone and all that.. tsk tsk how awesome.
Yeah I used to have a thing for a married woman, but it never went anywhere, with me anyhow. Unlike... you? You and the woman I speak of sometimes got a little too hott for just friends while Anness wasn't around huh?

Keep the personal shit personal, none of that nor none of this was anyone's business outside our own. Shit in house stays in house? Guess not.

Take care, and good luck finding yet -another- person to setup your wedding.

 

[Excim]

I really was gonna let this die, but since you enjoy pulling personal shit out into the public eye so much, (which didnt you just scorn me for a bit ago?) lets get some shit straight.
You wanna talk about helping me, in game you did. We won't mention about how your in game fiance has come to me a dozen plus times with problems of you or Coma or both.. oh wait, how about when Coma caught you saying you loved her, his gf, hmm and you say I have relationship issues? You go around behind a guy's back with his gf on the phone and all that.. tsk tsk how awesome.
Yeah I used to have a thing for a married woman, but it never went anywhere, with me anyhow. Unlike... you? You and the woman I speak of sometimes got a little too hott for just friends while Anness wasn't around huh?

Keep the personal shit personal, none of that nor none of this was anyone's business outside our own. Shit in house stays in house? Guess not.

Take care, and good luck finding yet -another- person to setup your wedding.

I am glad Stirce posted that PM. How nice the way you talked about me behind my back. And nice to move the focus off of me and on to someone else.

Not gonna work. Keep digging.

 

[Shaidalyn]

Behind your back? I straight up disliked you in general. Did I feel the need to waste breath on you? No. As I said I apologize to you for my prior statements. Stirce's inability to keep any personal information as such, I will not apologize for the recourse to that.
You, I don't care about. You can succeed, you can drop dead. I have nothing to do with -any- of you anyhow.
Good to see you bach Chas, you done crying cause a married woman spends more time with other people? D:

 

[Excim]

Seems just about everybody who has known you or heard from you for over a month or so can't stand you and your 'tude. There is a reason for that, and it's not because we are all stupid and you are too smart for us. It's because you are a selfish, cruel little being. And again, I am sorry you are like that, and won't change. I am glad you are no longer in my shell. You don't deserve friends like us.

 

[Shaidalyn]

I don't deserver.. ... lol...
your LS was a good starter LS, got me accustomed to the system. Let's say EVERYONE who knows me doesn't like me cause... 3 people bitch? one who doesn't know me from anything?
You and Stirce.
Thats two, of.. 50+ people I socialize with constantly? OMG everyone hatz me
Or... not.
I'm happy with the friends I have and kept, and unlike you blind ignorant bastards who can't take an elvaan joke every few days.. they understand it's nothing serious.
Oh wait, let's blame it on you being men. That works.

 

[Shaidalyn]

Anyhow I have things to do, so.. this thread will go without further response. I have nothing more to say to you people. Good luck, or not. Whatever.

And actually.. it says "reommended" for putting name in sig..
my name IS in my sig
My name is also my name here.
Just because you see Wind, doesn't mean I don't play more. ^^ta

 

[Chasym]

Behind your back? I straight up disliked you in general. Did I feel the need to waste breath on you? No. As I said I apologize to you for my prior statements. Stirce's inability to keep any personal information as such, I will not apologize for the recourse to that.
You, I don't care about. You can succeed, you can drop dead. I have nothing to do with -any- of you anyhow.
Good to see you bach Chas, you done crying cause a married woman spends more time with other people? D:

yeah actually i was done with that right then and there. Unlike you. I read your "alla" post on this person. And i know who its is, duh. and you have some serious issues with obsession. Honestly. you need to get some help.
beause you easily attatch to anyone you get near.
and anything with excims relationship issues are none of your business. at least his problems are normal.
and leave haya out of it. She and excim are very happy together, and that will be sealed once we get the wedding dates back from the app i just dropped.
So dont get too attatched.

Gil cant buy love.

 

[Excim]

Oh wait, let's blame it on you being men. That works.

Seriously... it's like your straight out of a sterotype catalogue.


And no, I've talked to people all day who think you're a raving bitch. Sorry. But you are right, that was a bad blanket statement. Misery loves company.