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yuraraina

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What's the in living when no one wants you around?
Your mom wants you dead.
Your family treats you like you don't exist.
The in your heart won't go away from everything you been thru.
No matter how hard you try to be happy or act happy that pain is stiil there.
To remind you of everything.
I'm at the point that if someone hurts me again i'm just end all.
I mean no used staying in a world your hated in or people act like you don't exist in.
People treat you like shit even tho your nice to then and try to help them out, yet the cont. to want to hurt you for some reason.
don't care what people say about me anymore.
Tell me stfu i don't care no more my heart starting to go numb i'm starting to not feel anything.
Trying to keep my head up , But people insist on bringing me down.
I just want to know what did I do to deserve this ???????
someone tell me cause I been nothing but nice to everybody i met or try to be and yet same people turns around and treats me like shit.
I don't understand Why hurt the people that help you? That love you? That You suppose to love i don't get it ?
Don't even want to deal with life anymore.....................................
 
Please read this if you are depressed as you sound.

Try to find a meaning to your life. Find a purpose for your existence, and then persue it with a passion. Nothing creates more sadness than a feeling of lose and lacking of direction. Once you have a reason to be, all your personal & relationship problems weigh less on your mind.
 
Heh, everyone goes through feeling like that at some point in their life. There really isn't anything that can be said that hasn't been said to someone else before. If you're still a teenager, EVERYONE has been through that stage. It's part of growing up. Life can be harsh. Just do what I do, always look on the bright side. There is always a bright side to everything, no matter how horrible it is. If you choose to sulk in the bitter parts of existance, you'll never be able to see what else is out there.

You might say you aren't choosing to do this and are being put into this position because of how you are being treated and reacted to by other people. There are two reasons for the actions of others toward you: A) It's their fault, or B) It's your fault. If it's their fault, then don't worry about it. You have enough to do when dealing with your own faults. If it's your fault, look at yourself from the outside and see how you can change.

Also, Rones has a point. If you lack any direction in life, this will make you feel very depressed and recessed from society. Setting a real life objective (not in a video game) and trying to reach that objective will give you a better sense of self worth and confidence. You need to grow as a person and not as an online entity, maybe.

...But don't take anything Rones says too seriously, he's just an amateur white mage. Listen to me, instead.
 
Don't let your mind get to you, I know how it feels. You'll overthink the situation and become paranoid. I started playing FFXI to get my mind off of the drama at home, though it did bring on more drama from inside the game. Play another game, draw, or write, something to get your mind off the bad things. You don't have to be around other people if you don't feel comfortable. You'll get through this, though I know you'll just be hearing the same things over and over, because I did too. I felt like no one really understood what I was going through, and to some extent, no one can understand what someone else is feeling.

If you need someone to talk to, even to talk about nothing, send me a message here on the forums, since I'm not able to play FFXI right now.
 
If you are looking for a point, you could always do what I do and do your best to excel in everything you do. By doing that, your proving to those who doubted you that you are better then them and that they should shove it. Yes, even your parents.
 
. . .

i disagree.

the purpose of life is to DIE.
Death is the ONE and ONLY thing that you are GUARENTEED to do. Everything else is just a bunch of bullshit to pass the time til you die.
 
sorry

:shock: well for those of you that read my post before I edited and I apologize, I feel like a complete ass. :oops: I did not realize of you and your husbands loss. I again apologize, have had a rough day and when I read everything I assumed it was some 16 year old thinking he/she had a hard life and just wanted to get a couple pages of how much of a great person they were. Again Im sorry.

Thanks Brigette for pointing out what an ass I have been. :oops:
 
yuraraina said:
What's the in living when no one wants you around?
Your mom wants you dead.
Your family treats you like you don't exist.
The in your heart won't go away from everything you been thru.
No matter how hard you try to be happy or act happy that pain is stiil there.
To remind you of everything.
I'm at the point that if someone hurts me again i'm just end all.
I mean no used staying in a world your hated in or people act like you don't exist in.
People treat you like shit even tho your nice to then and try to help them out, yet the cont. to want to hurt you for some reason.
don't care what people say about me anymore.
Tell me stfu i don't care no more my heart starting to go numb i'm starting to not feel anything.
Trying to keep my head up , But people insist on bringing me down.
I just want to know what did I do to deserve this ???????
someone tell me cause I been nothing but nice to everybody i met or try to be and yet same people turns around and treats me like shit.
I don't understand Why hurt the people that help you? That love you? That You suppose to love i don't get it ?
Don't even want to deal with life anymore.....................................
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Thanks everybody for your help and support.
I'm doing a lil bit better now.Talk problems i been having with a friend.
Thank you Jazzy for listening to me, been a big help to me.
Ronith I Love You Baby
 
The purpose of life is not dying ^^. The purpuse of life is the path you take through your life, dying is merely the end of the path, just as birth is the begining. You can take the horrible path of pain there OR you can have fun ALL the way there, it is all up to you which path you take, because the Only one that can change your life is you.

The EASY thing and the weak thing to do is to die. You've been givin a CHANCE to live, and expierience all there is here to expierience. Why waste it by just going away? You get 1 chance at this 1 chance to have the most wonderful expierience in the universe, don't waste that, find it.
 
Darkdante said:
The purpose of life is not dying ^^. The purpuse of life is the path you take through your life, dying is merely the end of the path, just as birth is the begining. You can take the horrible path of pain there OR you can have fun ALL the way there, it is all up to you which path you take, because the Only one that can change your life is you.
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Most of the time, we ended up taking the 1st choice as the 2nd choice requires gil. I know i'm already taking the 1st choice, horrible path of pain >< ~owwwww
 
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