If you do something wrong the best thing to do is lay low for a while and let people forget about it. Whether this sort of thread is allowed on the forums or not is beside the point. What really happenned was you gave everyone here a greenlight to go and look up every bad thing you've done. Some questions are better left unasked. Each of these people had one complaint against you and each of them thought it was the only thing you'd done. Now the cat's out of the bag. That said, I don't think you're going to be the next Colbwa. The only doors you might find closed are access to the big name endgame ls out there. Even that's not truly the end of the world. You could go and level something like Bard or Redmage, and many other ls will be willing to overlook any skeletons in your closet (well they're out of the closet now), just to use your job. Just apologise, lay low, let all this stuff be forgotten, and level one of those jobs that people can't live without, and you'll be able to progress like nothing ever happenned.