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Seriously, how do I get my brain to stop thinking at night? I've been having terrible insomnia because of this. Ever since I left the hospital a good 3 weeks ago I just can't sleep at night. I have a fuck ton on my mind and no way to get rid of it.
I've been thinking non stop about lung transplants, my mom, my brother in jail, my brother who will be going to jail, how my health is effecting those around me, how they have to watch me get worse every day and can't do anything, how I can't even help my mother move a table without panting horribly, my asshole doctors who've tried to kill me twice now, and just so much more.
Sleeping pills aren't a option since i need to be able to wake up at night and spit up phlegm. I watch tv/movies a lot while I try to sleep but if it comes to a boring part my brain starts up again.
My health hasn't really been effected but that could be from this Gochi juice shit my mom got me. It's been said that it can help someone with CF fight off infections more easily.
I've been thinking non stop about lung transplants, my mom, my brother in jail, my brother who will be going to jail, how my health is effecting those around me, how they have to watch me get worse every day and can't do anything, how I can't even help my mother move a table without panting horribly, my asshole doctors who've tried to kill me twice now, and just so much more.
Sleeping pills aren't a option since i need to be able to wake up at night and spit up phlegm. I watch tv/movies a lot while I try to sleep but if it comes to a boring part my brain starts up again.
My health hasn't really been effected but that could be from this Gochi juice shit my mom got me. It's been said that it can help someone with CF fight off infections more easily.