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well, listen to this story all the way through. This makes me out to be a really bad person with how the situation is, but it was a complete accident that i should be regretting for the rest of my life.
lastnight, i was playing halo 3 and eating dinner.
We had just got a new kitten for my daughter...tho my daughter is a bit ruff with the kitten...it kinda became mine because it follows me everywhere and wont let me be.
lastnight...i did something cruel and mean and very sickening to even myself without realizing it at first.
the kitten kept climbing on my lap, trying to get to my food plate sitting on the other side of me. i kept moving her back to where she was, i dont like her climbing on my while playing xbox with the head set since she cut my other headset cord in half by playing with it when i wasnt looking.
i caught her eating off my plate and got mad, moved her back to where she was and tapped her nose.
a few moments later i glanced over to see her doing it again. this is where my big mistake comes in, i picked her up and just tossed her to the side of the room out of the way while not looking where i tossed her, it wasnt a very powerful toss, it was just a toss to get her out of the way.
my actions led to this horrifying moment.
I glanced over as she hit the floor and she was sliding sideways acrossed the carpet. cats usually put their claws out and catch themselves ya know, she tried that...but. it didnt stop her and she rolled sideways really fast and tumbled and it hit the cement basement wall.
i figured nothing of it and stayed playing since like i said it wasnt a hard toss.
but shes just a baby...a little over a month...and fragile.
i glanced over and the cat was flopping around insanley on the floor like a fish on dry land (sorry for that description, it best describes how it looked) almost as if having a seizure.
i quicky shut off the game system and ran over to her.
she was just flipping around meowing like mad...in much pain. then she stopped and just laid there breathing.
i began bawling my eyes out. i went to get my wife who began crying instantly too asking what happened. I told her i think i killed the cat.
We ran downstairs and the cat was writhing in pain on the floor just crying...it began to poop. I was sure it was dying and began crying harder saying repeatedly i was sorry and didnt mean for it to happen...she had a blank stare on her face, almost as if she wasnt there, she couldnt see us or know what direction sounds were coming from.
i called my mom, i was desperate and didnt know what to do. i didnt want this cat to die. It looked to me for protection, and i hurt it the most.
my mom comes over...shes sure its dying too. As it just laid there lifeless, faintly breathing with that blank "not there" look on its face.
it started struggling again suddenly...standing on all its paws trying to walk while crying in pain...it didnt walk fully...it was more like crawling...then eventually dragging her back paws. my mom thought i hurt her ribs but wasnt sure.
after 30 minutes...she slowly was coming to and looking as if she could see us now and hear us...but still fading in and out and breathing more and more faintly.
i picked her up carefully and sat her on a baby blanket next to some food and water, she just laid there and didnt move, still faintly breathing and closed her eyes.
no one who saw that kitten could see anything other than it dying. and it was all my fault.
so...i did something i dont do often. and i prayed, not to god. hes always busy. But to my guardian angels, who are always there just for me. ive never asked them for anything, and hey if you dont believe in that sort of thing thats fine.
But i was desperate...with no where to turn. I never killed anything or hurt anything and i made a huge mistake lastnight.
I offered to take time off of my own life to keep that kitten alive and well. Though deep down i was sure it was not possible.
This is where the miracle comes.
when i went to sleep, i slept in the basement with the kitten. she was still out cold, not moving, faintly breathing and almost certainly dying.
i woke up. she was running around, playing.
as if nothing ever happened. just like before. she looked happy and un hurt. This was to everyones surprise, like i said. If you had seen this kitten and watched was we saw. She WAS dying. theres no denying it.
but...by some miracle...perhaps my prayers. Shes...like magically healed.
only one thing wrong with her, she limps on her back paw. Looks like a pulled nail which is healing.
the other part...i woke up very sick the next morning. maybe i did lose some year or so off my life for that kitten. ill never know, something hard to believe in ya know. but...my prayers were answered. and i have this miracle kitten to prove it.
It makes me sound like some cruel animal abuser, which im not. ive always tossed cats lightly out of the way if they are somewhere they are not supposed to be, they usually just land and run, never get hurt. While i still feel very guilty for its suffering lastnight...im very grateful for its fast healing.
my daughter was trying to come down stairs when it was suffering...it was hard to keep her up there when she kept saying "i wanna see kitty"
Miracles do happen, even if something small. and i know this is nothing short of a miracle. Im glad someone out there knew how much of mistake and how much guilt and regret i had to help me make it better.
ill never toss a cat anywhere again. even off the table to the floor. Im sitting them down from now on.
lastnight, i was playing halo 3 and eating dinner.
We had just got a new kitten for my daughter...tho my daughter is a bit ruff with the kitten...it kinda became mine because it follows me everywhere and wont let me be.
lastnight...i did something cruel and mean and very sickening to even myself without realizing it at first.
the kitten kept climbing on my lap, trying to get to my food plate sitting on the other side of me. i kept moving her back to where she was, i dont like her climbing on my while playing xbox with the head set since she cut my other headset cord in half by playing with it when i wasnt looking.
i caught her eating off my plate and got mad, moved her back to where she was and tapped her nose.
a few moments later i glanced over to see her doing it again. this is where my big mistake comes in, i picked her up and just tossed her to the side of the room out of the way while not looking where i tossed her, it wasnt a very powerful toss, it was just a toss to get her out of the way.
my actions led to this horrifying moment.
I glanced over as she hit the floor and she was sliding sideways acrossed the carpet. cats usually put their claws out and catch themselves ya know, she tried that...but. it didnt stop her and she rolled sideways really fast and tumbled and it hit the cement basement wall.
i figured nothing of it and stayed playing since like i said it wasnt a hard toss.
but shes just a baby...a little over a month...and fragile.
i glanced over and the cat was flopping around insanley on the floor like a fish on dry land (sorry for that description, it best describes how it looked) almost as if having a seizure.
i quicky shut off the game system and ran over to her.
she was just flipping around meowing like mad...in much pain. then she stopped and just laid there breathing.
i began bawling my eyes out. i went to get my wife who began crying instantly too asking what happened. I told her i think i killed the cat.
We ran downstairs and the cat was writhing in pain on the floor just crying...it began to poop. I was sure it was dying and began crying harder saying repeatedly i was sorry and didnt mean for it to happen...she had a blank stare on her face, almost as if she wasnt there, she couldnt see us or know what direction sounds were coming from.
i called my mom, i was desperate and didnt know what to do. i didnt want this cat to die. It looked to me for protection, and i hurt it the most.
my mom comes over...shes sure its dying too. As it just laid there lifeless, faintly breathing with that blank "not there" look on its face.
it started struggling again suddenly...standing on all its paws trying to walk while crying in pain...it didnt walk fully...it was more like crawling...then eventually dragging her back paws. my mom thought i hurt her ribs but wasnt sure.
after 30 minutes...she slowly was coming to and looking as if she could see us now and hear us...but still fading in and out and breathing more and more faintly.
i picked her up carefully and sat her on a baby blanket next to some food and water, she just laid there and didnt move, still faintly breathing and closed her eyes.
no one who saw that kitten could see anything other than it dying. and it was all my fault.
so...i did something i dont do often. and i prayed, not to god. hes always busy. But to my guardian angels, who are always there just for me. ive never asked them for anything, and hey if you dont believe in that sort of thing thats fine.
But i was desperate...with no where to turn. I never killed anything or hurt anything and i made a huge mistake lastnight.
I offered to take time off of my own life to keep that kitten alive and well. Though deep down i was sure it was not possible.
This is where the miracle comes.
when i went to sleep, i slept in the basement with the kitten. she was still out cold, not moving, faintly breathing and almost certainly dying.
i woke up. she was running around, playing.
as if nothing ever happened. just like before. she looked happy and un hurt. This was to everyones surprise, like i said. If you had seen this kitten and watched was we saw. She WAS dying. theres no denying it.
but...by some miracle...perhaps my prayers. Shes...like magically healed.
only one thing wrong with her, she limps on her back paw. Looks like a pulled nail which is healing.
the other part...i woke up very sick the next morning. maybe i did lose some year or so off my life for that kitten. ill never know, something hard to believe in ya know. but...my prayers were answered. and i have this miracle kitten to prove it.
It makes me sound like some cruel animal abuser, which im not. ive always tossed cats lightly out of the way if they are somewhere they are not supposed to be, they usually just land and run, never get hurt. While i still feel very guilty for its suffering lastnight...im very grateful for its fast healing.
my daughter was trying to come down stairs when it was suffering...it was hard to keep her up there when she kept saying "i wanna see kitty"
Miracles do happen, even if something small. and i know this is nothing short of a miracle. Im glad someone out there knew how much of mistake and how much guilt and regret i had to help me make it better.
ill never toss a cat anywhere again. even off the table to the floor. Im sitting them down from now on.
Something attached to a string, hanging from somewhere, or a simple ball, can entertain them for hours on end. Either that or you could just play with it with your hand. It'll grow tired and fall asleep within 10 min, lol.
; You can get animals at any age there? Its almost animal cruelty to sepperate a 3-4 weeks old kitten from its mom a <.< They still depend on their mother at that age. At around 2 weeks they open their eyes, at around 3 weeks they start getting teeth, and at 4 weeks they start peeing and pooping by themselves. At around 5 weeks they ca nstart drinking and eating by themselves, but they're dependant on their mother untill 9 weeks, and at 12 weeks their mother starts rejecting them. You usually start selling them or givign the maway at around 10 weeks, since their not dependant on their mother, and their mother will start pushing them away soon. That's why we have a "law" in Europe that forbids the selling of cats untill 9-10 weeks of age. Its not a law, more like a morality code that the majority follows.
