Myrrh won't be around for awhile

Glad to see you post Myrrh. Just hang in there, you'll get through it.
 
Good to hear from you! ^^

As for the "Harold" thing, just blame the drugs. :o It doesn't matter if they hadn't actually given you any yet, blame them anyway...
 
Myrrh <3
 
See, I said you were a tough guy. Glad you're doing better, keep it up! :)
 
Always a fighter man, you sure SMN was a good job to take on? Maybe WAR woulda been better =P rest easy man, and hope to see you in game soon!
 
Relieved to see you post. Glad you're doing better. :D
 
Good to read you're back man!
I was really worried!

Myrrh said:
The doctors were very annoyed with me though. When my BP was first dropping and things were looking terrible I had a doctor named Doctor Kumaar and yes, my first question was if he knew Harold. Not "Am I going to be okay" or anything but "Do you know Harold". lol
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I admit, this made me laugh.
 
Let me tell ya guys, I honestly thought I was gonna die there. I was in so much pain and everything was just so bad. I'm not a spiritial person but I felt a energy help me through this and make me better. What I did really is a miracle and the doctors are still amazed. Learning to walk again after the Intubation was very hard. My legs were very weak from the loss of weight and the fact that they weren't used in a solid week. My first time walking was really painful.

The doctors really had zero hope about my condition and told my mom numerous times I would need a perma tranqiatamy thing(I really need to learn how to spell that word). Everything looking so bad.

The fact I fought the treatment and not the infection makes me laugh though. I'm still a little looping from the all the sadation. I'm still working on clearing my mind and focusing on stuff again. I'm slowly getting off the oxygen aswell. I started on 15 on weds and am now down to 4 so with my progression I should be fine and just running out the Iv course.
 
thats good to hear, can only get better since you just got over the worst of it; glad you're okay
 
I don't relly know you, but I'm glad you are ok and I hope you have a good recovery. Feel better soon.
 
Myrrh said:
Let me tell ya guys, I honestly thought I was gonna die there. I was in so much pain and everything was just so bad. I'm not a spiritial person but I felt a energy help me through this and make me better. What I did really is a miracle and the doctors are still amazed. Learning to walk again after the Intubation was very hard. My legs were very weak from the loss of weight and the fact that they weren't used in a solid week. My first time walking was really painful.

The doctors really had zero hope about my condition and told my mom numerous times I would need a perma tranqiatamy thing(I really need to learn how to spell that word). Everything looking so bad.

The fact I fought the treatment and not the infection makes me laugh though. I'm still a little looping from the all the sadation. I'm still working on clearing my mind and focusing on stuff again. I'm slowly getting off the oxygen aswell. I started on 15 on weds and am now down to 4 so with my progression I should be fine and just running out the Iv course.
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I'm glad to hear you're doing better. We were all pulling for you.

PS: Lemme help you out... tracheotomy and intubation/intubated and sedation
 
YOU ARE THE MAN!
 
Myrrh said:
Let me tell ya guys, I honestly thought I was gonna die there. I was in so much pain and everything was just so bad. I'm not a spiritial person but I felt a energy help me through this and make me better. What I did really is a miracle and the doctors are still amazed. Learning to walk again after the Intubation was very hard. My legs were very weak from the loss of weight and the fact that they weren't used in a solid week. My first time walking was really painful.

The doctors really had zero hope about my condition and told my mom numerous times I would need a perma tranqiatamy thing(I really need to learn how to spell that word). Everything looking so bad.

The fact I fought the treatment and not the infection makes me laugh though. I'm still a little looping from the all the sadation. I'm still working on clearing my mind and focusing on stuff again. I'm slowly getting off the oxygen aswell. I started on 15 on weds and am now down to 4 so with my progression I should be fine and just running out the Iv course.
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It was obviously our hope!
 
Glad to see you doing better, Myrrh. :]
 
good to hear you ae doing well..... you got me to pray for the first time in maybe 10 years... so ill take some credit for that "energy"
 
Man, it's going to take me a long time to rebuild my leg strength. They lost so much muscle. I can barely walk up a ramp without falling over. My breathing is going really well. I'm gonna take off the mask today and try nasal prongs today. If my O2 stays above 92 then I think I am going to be fine. My mom has been really over protective of me though, she has no idea that I have even left my room to walk around and try to do things on my own. On day 2 out of ISCU she freaked on me for moving for 20 feet to change out of those stupid hospital clothes and put on a real shirt.

I keep working on pushing myself when she's not around which isn't often so I have no idea how to rebuild my leg muscle fast. Maybe I shouldn't be pushing myself but fuck, I have so much energy and with all the sedation finally wearing off I'm clear headed and am so restless.

I'm also sleeping for 6+ hours now at a time. When I first left ISCU I was so scared to sleep I couldn't sleep for more then 15 mins every 9 hours. I kept thinking I was going to die if I fell asleep or I paniced cause I wasn't on massive amounts of oxygen or cause breathing on my own was still scary and painful.

I'm also trying to peice together what happened over the last 2 weeks. When i first went under I thought I was in BC and that my brother paid for flights for all my friends to come visit me. Though, pulling out the catheter the first time was not painfull at all..... having it removed when not fucked up on Morphine was so massively painful that the entire floor heard me shout "HOLY FUCKING SHIT BALLS" when it was removed. God damn, ouch.

So ya, I'm just posting to keep things somewhere where I can read them leader and keep like a record of everything. I don't know why but I just have to know about everything that happened. I want to ask what each of my friends said to me when they talked to me while I was under in hopes of understanding a lot of the dreams I had and just want to know how bad it really was. My mom thinks that's a bad thing but I don't think so. I want to grow and learn from this.

Well, legs are starting to hurt a lot so I'mma head back to bed. I shall be back later!
 
Good to hear you're improved, I keep getting reports from Nick and such though. I should be by to visit sometime this week, provided I can stand being around your mother for longer than 15 minutes :/ She's great and I entirely get her attitude, but damn, I don't need to be bitched at every 5 minutes about one thing or another.
 
Glad to hear you're OK, man. I totally missed this thread when you first got sick so I'm just catching up now. Best of luck with the physical therapy!
 
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