i have mixed feelings about people who do drugs
if anything i have to say that my past experience with drugs in my family permanatly turned me off to them (which is a good thing)
backstory:
my uncle would have been turning 37 this march, on march 3rd of 2005 i found him laying in my bathroom dead, he was diabetic, recovering alchaholic, and had multiple heart attacks and open heart surgeries, he smoked like a chimney, never took care of himself and was on more medication then the doctors could prescribe, on top of all of this he was a coke head and sold and smoked marijuana to all the teen junkies in the town, he would trade his medication for crack and just get as high as possible and sleep all the time, so needless to say it wasnt a question of how he would die, it was when. my next door neighbor would supply him with vicodin and oxyconton and all the good shit that will make you sail off into la la land and never thought twice about it, he is 30 years old and still lives with mommy and daddy and doesnt even have a part time job (thats another story) so when it finally happend alot of people where crushed, i was close to my uncle until he gave up on himself, alot of my family tried to help him, and when he gave up on himself they gave up on him as well. after that i swore to myself to never take anything stronger then an advil and i've stayed true to that ever since.
imo taking drugs to run away from your problems is a sign of weakness, a former friend of mine whom i thought shared all the same values as me in the past year fell into this, he started having problems with work and school and his family and such and just started running away from it through weed, acid, ex, and booze, every day he would come over he wreaked of cheap ciggarettes and booze and it was revolting, i stopped wanting to hang out with him and we have'nt spoken since. a couple other friends i had started smoking weed and fuckin worshiping it like a god (putting pot plants all over the place, putting up "smoke weed everyday" msgs on aim, i even called them and they had the sound of them lighting and smoking a bong as their voicemail msg) and i just cant respect that
call me whatever you will but i think it takes more to stay clean these days then becomming another user. i cant stand being around people who smoke, i cant kiss girls who smoke, i dont even wanna be around people who's clothes wreak of it, it just disgusts me. smoking anything doesnt make you cool in my eyes. you'll make more of an impact on me if you take pride in the fact that your clean and sober