aa yes, i guess that's why i loan out my gigant mantle twice a week to the tanks in ESP, not to mention the number of times i've let Bjornar and other people use the osode i have while i was XPing pld. And i suppose damita stouter and myihta aren't friends either, i mean i only static with them and talk with them on a regular basis, not to mention we trade gear around like it's a swap meet. and i suppose when i've freely offered a few mil gil to meikolia so she could work on goldsmithing isn't the sign of a friend either. Or that fact that i offered to forefit my share of a set of BCNM60 drops to take river gaiters and give them to meikolia free of charge when she wasn't involved in the BC fight. O yea, i suppose that spending hours of time doing genkai for the friend of mine that got me started on this game doesn't count either, or the fact that i supply him with gil whenever he quits and comes back. I'd also have to guess that despite no longer needing anything from sky i still show up as much as i can to help out my LS mates who doen't yet have their gear, despite the personal costs to me. I'd guess that helping dresdan lead his LS while he sorts some things out isn't the sign of a friend either. Or that i freely let him borrow gear and gil whenever he asks.
There are people in this game that i do hold dear, and they are a precious few. I'd go to the hell and back for them and don't you DARE assume that because i did something that some of jonas' friends find questionable, partly because 95% of the time we spent in FFXI his was jerk off towards me or my friends for no reason, despite my best efforts, that there is nobody i care about. Push one of my friends and see if i don't push back. Most likely i would have returned his bow if the first time i saw him in game a few days ago he hadn't checked me and screamed "BOW!" and then said something to the effect of "ESP? why are you with those gimps" So fuck off kat, you and prophecy and jonas and kireek and anybody else. Leave me and my friends be and i'll do likewise to you.