honestly numa,
that's the best damn post i've read of yours. It wasn't crook though i know that, crook was 56bst when i was 52 rdm. I do have good karma or whatever, very few people have "bad" things to say about me other then i cock an attitude when they arn't playing right and they don't listen. I'm enjoying endgame and i have lots of friends and people that respect me for who i am. Yes i lotted as a 24thf, maybe i should of waited and could of gotten it later but thats in the past. That's over and done with, they got there paper eventually as well wasn't like they waited months to get it in the first place. I think gir put it best, seems the only time i get flammed is because they were someone i helped while at the same time was getting something for myself. Sad really, but its true. Does it hurt my karma? not in my opinion. I've helped lots of people with things when i never asked for a thing in return. Even though me and bumble have had problems i still gave him and a few ls buds a little help the other night, it wasn't much and i didn't have to but i took what little free time i had to do it.
Taiel, No i said i wanted a break but i changed my goals and found new fun in the game. Ky is extreamly helpfull, but you see it more because she's on your time schedule and most of the other NA's and its a lot of LS memebers she helping so you see it more. I do my share of helping, i don't feel the need to brag about it. Everyone acts like you need to wear it like a pendent, when you shouldn't be doing it to get personal gain but to feel GOOD a new concept to most of you maybe. i actually felt GOOD helping bumble buddy the other day, oddly enough.
And of course you will stand behind keiarto, its you LS you should. but as far as why i got kicked/left is a huge mess in its self, that i would really not like to get into and that post has been deleted so its mostly all he said she said now. which is why we shouldn't delete post kids.
I do have the hand it to you Numa though, your post calmed my anger down. You spoke out of thought, that seemed well thought out. WTF you doing in the flameboard, no one makes respawnces like that here
In the end, i don't think i'm greedy or selfish. maybe made a mistak in the past but it wasn't exactly like i was a Uber 2yrs into the game player back then either. I put in 2 ohat runs lasting ~5hrs each and i'm just tired of going there with a eye and watching everyone go, taking my turn and not getting to pop the SOB. I just want a Hat the next time i go, that is all. I don't see that as selfish, i see that as a payback for all my hardwork of helping others with no gain, while at the same time helping others. Would i go back? Hell YES i would, reason being that is one good feeling watching someone put that hat on that they will wear from most of there time playing, same thing with AF3 NM's. I'm a big fan of helping people with big fights, escpially when its a important piece for there job.
If i have to wait for a OHat i will, I'll casualy offer to help on runs for a ohat till i hit 65-70 on ninja/thf which ever is first, then i will feel the need to ask those people to come help me out. I'd rather see more faces smile because they got that wonderfull hat that believe it or not I DO think looks cool.
To me it a good thing he got the paper first because judging by your post you would have never let him get it other wise.:2cents:
