Of course, I'm not the most loved person in the shell. I'm sure some people can't stand me, and I'm thankful for them not to raise it during dynamis times, as it would cause major disruption (as we've seen in the past in GTC, bickering's and squabbles during Dynamis time eventually turn into mass distraction and it can all escalate very quickly)
Now having said that, and noting my awareness of people's opinions and judgements of me, do you honestly think I'd like to advertise the fact that I used said programs, publically, infront of 30-40+ people? Some of whom, given the correct 'motivation', could easily report me? Come on, I may appear to be an idiot, but I'm not that retarded.
If people wish to express their issues with my private use of hacks when I return (or hell, even now, drop me a PM) I'll be more than hospitable to discuss my motives for it, and my wishes I had not to get anyone but myself wrapped up in the mess I weaved for myself. The beauty of using the hacks I had for myself, and myself only, is that no ones is harmed by it but me and my reputation.
And I'll hold my hands up high, and say on record, the shells I've had the privilege of playing (lets stress that part, it is a game after all) have some of the most decent, out right enviable members in them. Even if they chose to disassociate themselves with me, I wouldn't be bitter or sour about it, because I did after all inflict it upon myself.