I don't want to throw this topic off course but I want to explain myself to Krono here.
Ok let me start over. Since I don't want you to take anything personally.
You were gone for MONTHS not like 1 or 2 like 5 - 6. While you were gone the linkshell was tearing shit up with Ixion and Sandworm. You come back and raise all kinds of hell because it's not jumping and shaking and your failure to realize that some people are exhausted is beyond me.
No one screwed you over. On second thought... You're refering to the blm hat list that you got bumped on after being absent for almost six months. The priorities where redesigned to protect Dynamis from people like you who disappear and or do other things come back and expect things to be handed to them. Dynamis takes people showing up to work and how else should the people who show be rewarded? It's not fair and it's not right. I explained to you previously that in almost any other Dynamis shell that works in tiers you wouldn't have even been a second thought. I carefully plan out runs for Dynamis according to need or want and the last time i checked we don't do more then two city runs out of 8 or 9 you get a month. Sometimes I but city runs on certain days because I calculate the number of people who will show up on that day. Does this not make sense to you? That obviously wasn't good enough for you since you took it personally and threw a fit. I don't know how you can't see that but it's fine you can take it as a screw over. I don't know many people will really look at it that way but alright.
Your time was wasted? Explain to me how the next upgrade has anything to do with you personally unless you're pissed off that the next recommended person was not you? It took us time to think about the next upgrade you know that but it's a lot easier to accuse of the worse then coming up with the best possible solution.
I will not pick a fight with you because I don't like rolling around in the mud. It's obvious your retaliation for something i meant as a joke was to immediately spew nonsense but you do whatever it is that makes you better. You could have asked any of us what the next upgrade was keep in mind it just got decided about a month ago. You didn't ask me and I am the person in charge of currency, scheduling and priorities. Not once. You see what I mean about assuming the worse?
Protip: If you are joking around around don't start the line with, "On a serious note..."
I was gone for 3 months. I lost alot of things. 3mil in payouts, my spot in blm hat line (which I've been waiting for years.) Yeah I'm upset about getting bumped, but you know whatever.
So all my hardwork in dynamis and all of the time I've spent, I lose everything because RL happened for 3 months. Makes perfect sense. Rewards my ass.
And yes we only do 2-3 northland runs a month.(If that) Everything else is city runs / dreamlands. Which ya know, at first I didn't mind. I cheered everyone on that was upgrading. I went to every single run when I was home. But then it just seemed like we could do more tav/ northlands to even things out to be more fair, but we didn't.
I asked ALOT on who the upgraders are or who the potential upgraders are, and I never got a response. Come to think of it I rarely got a response from anyone if ever had a question to ask.
If your players are getting burnt out then maybe it's the leaders job, and that means you to get them motivated again. We were killing shit left and right even before I left due to RL. I tried hard and bitched at people to get them to camp shit. But no, there was no leadership at all.
People would get ToDs, wipe in stall parties, just the small select few, ya know? But everyone else had no motivation what so ever.
If you are a HNMLS then act like a HNMLS, and not some pseudo dynamis/einj shell that rather do turtle ks99 over dragon ks99 because you can't even get anyone to camp/claim aspid and because the inner circle wants BB's.
I cared a lot for the LS, I really did. Did I want anything from any of the HNMs we wanted to kill? No. But what about everyone else. Sorry if the inner core and the leads have everything they ever wanted. These are the people you mention that are burned out. You also failed to get newer members to camp. Why?
You guys changed way too much.
Don't get me wrong. I AM grateful for all the things we have accomplished and the treasures I have obtained. It should be beyond the individual though, it should be about what we do as a group. And in the end we didn't do shit.
Get at Myself, Galiant,or just come out this friday for a pearl 
