I swear.. dont read the boreds for a few days and all kind of crap flies everywhere, heh.
Now for my opion. Note that I didnt read everything, skimmed through all the posts briefly.
I actually kinda want to go back and read Al's original post again, but oh well. Im not even sure how many hours of play time ive logged in the game. I have been playing FFXI since day one of the North American launch on the PC. I have no jobs at lvl 75, and to be honest I kinda feel a little bad about that. As so many others already do, or are working on their 3rd job to 75. I've taken a few long pauses and come back to the game. Even now im not really as interested in FFXI as I used to be. I think its just a video game overload or something, im not entirely sure.
My highest job, level 55 in Dark Knight which is my main job (as noted in my sig). It's what ive wanted to play as since before the launch. As I said before, its kinda bumming me that im not higher in level. There's a lot of factor though for this though, one being the breaks I took, which I feel probably hurt me the most level wise.. as all the people who started at the same time as me pretty much passed my by. And I was kinda thrown into the bringing up Drk around the PS2 launch, so I was starting with another bunch of newbies, yes.. if you had just started then, you were a freaking newbie, deal with it. Doesn't mean anything because you were on a PS2, just that you were brand new to the game. Not to mention a lot of the new players really were idiotic.. so it didnt help break the sterotype at all. I should hope that the majority of them (the stupid, idiotic newbs) have quit FFXI by now.
I also took a break a while later like sometime in my 40's as a Drk. Which unfortunately pushed me a little farther behind the curve so to speak. I needed both breaks though as when I came back I was more into the game and such.
Though here I am now, ive got decent gear for lvl 55, only things im missing really are Sniper's Rings. I've had my Vassago's Scythe since I was mid level 54, and its waiting ever so patiently for me when I reach 58. Though my problem now is aquiring gil. It's a huge boring dilemma and it's really pushing me away from FFXI because of the difficulty of obtaining large amounts of gil.
Before I go any further, I will point out that I have no crafts leveled. I don't intend of ever crafting (maybe cooking if I ever feel like it), and as I've said before in other posts; It just doesn't interest me. It is no fun to me. Now, I realize that though its a painful process, choosing the right craft and making the right things can eventually pay off nicely. Svina's enjoying her success or so it would seem from the sale of sniper's rings and such that he/she makes. (female character.. but male player, right? That always confuses me. Sorry if I guessed wrong.) So the proof is there, that it can very well pay off. However I cannot bring myself to craft , I.. just won't do it.
So... Currently had about 100k, which is extremely poor. As my next armor upgrades are freakishly expensive in order for me to be the best I can be. Granted, I still have 4 levels to go till I reach hauby level but my freaking god.. there's no way in hell im ever going to be able to get that and my snipers rings without selling my soul (aka, buying gil) or just simply having lady luck on my side. Lady Luck seems to have abandoned me though, as the only means I have to aquire the money I'll need, not just for future weapon/armor upgrades but also for normal usage items; food, oils, powders, as well as the occasional specialty items I may need to bring with me for missions/events (Promvion anyone?).
I like to be well prepared.. up untill now I've made sure that I've always had the weapon/armor/food I needed well before reaching the level I was to equip them so that I could put forth my best when being in an exp party. Generally this has always lead to a good time with good players, and im left with compliments, ect. I like being good at my job(s), it's always a pleasure to have someone compliment you, though its usually because of their bad experiences with bad players of your same job. So that stings a little, but one can look past this and think "Okay, I know I'm a good player".
Not having the money to be able to buy what i'll be needing is kinda stressing me out. My main and really only profitably way of getting gil is to camp NM's.. god..I abhor camping NMs, but I have to do it. If I had the ability to go to each one of those god forsaken huts that the gilsellers work out of and slay them all I would in a heartbeat. It's not like its bad enough when you go to camp something and there's other normal players there you have to compete with.. hell atleast that's gererally a fair competition.. but then you've got this freaking gil seller or sellers who actaully fucking devise stupid little methods of camping a NM that let them get the damn thing 99% of the god damn time. It's not fair.. I mean hell.. a normal player can't play 24/7 we have shit to do, and sleep. If there werent any damn gil sellers, sure, the places might be packed with normal players, but atleast most normal campers dont act like fucking robots.. and make mistakes that someone else can pick up on and take advantage of.
I used to be able to take advantage of the gil sellers in Ordell's. Dokyii would, and still does camp the same spot. Though for a few weeks fucking Beocheio would god damn tag-team along with her making it damn impossible to get any claims at all. Last I went there Dokyii was camping her spot solo again, but in general the people playing her seem to be even sharper than before. I dont know what the fuck they do, and I do believe they are using some kind of program that blocks out all other mobs accept the NM from their vision. That coupled with her tactic of flee-voke ups the difficulty on camping the damn thing a fuckload.
Now, i dont think that's anything new really.. its just what bugs the shit out of me is how they are able to voke it so much faster .. i mean the thing will be within voking distance and no matter how close I am, the only time I ever get a claim is if dokyii happens to be on the wrong side of the area, and the chyme pops right by me at the other side.
They must think its really cute to go invis before they flee.. as if we cant target them anyway and see exactly where they are.. invis or not it never helps them if they are on the wrong side and it pops near me or another camper. As i said before, lady luck has not been with me.. as it always spawns away from me and ofcourse dokyii can flee right to it since they see it spawn. The whole thing makes me sick. I really wish I had known/though about killing them all with my AF2 forced spawns.. man, that would have been something. Point made, and well known, gil sellers suck ass.
While im there I generally kill the malrboro's for their vines, that way I atleast dont leave the caves with nothing.. though it doesn't dampen the dissapointment that swells inside me much, just making a measly 3-5k here and there. When I so much feel like I need the gil now.. I need my snipers as soon as I can get them. I feel like im so gimped without them.. and to be honest I dont even know why I let myself feel that way. The Deft Rings I have work decently enough, though ofcourse the snipers would be a lot better.
This game isnt a race, but I would like to continue rather than feel stuck, farming.. camping NMs.. *sigh* It all just feels like im not doing anything productive because with the time i put into trying to camp.. coming empty handed a good 95% of th time really feels like making no progress.
Recently I tried a Promvyion-Dem for the first time. Now that was a lot of fun, made it all the way to the spire easily enough and damn near beat the boss.. untill the very end.. it had like 10-15% of its health left.. and we just began dropping like flies ><. Realized a short bit later we had apparently farmed the wrong anima... ><; *sigh* I still had a great time though. I'm looking foward to doing them again, with anyone really. The whole thing just really put me back in that feeling of enjoying the game again. Now I like FFXI, but just havent really been able to enjoy it much lately. Lots of things just kinda puting a downer on my whole gameplay experience.
Seriously, if buying gil wasn't so ridiculasly overpriced I would honestly consider it just to get past this blackened hole im in right now.
I'm not sure what to do.. I've been playing other games lately, spent an insane amount of time n Counter Strike: Source the other day.. username Ecks007 if anyone cares, i think ill be playing that a bit more often, shooting people is always fun. I can't give up on FFXI.. it would be a waste of everything ive put into it to just drop it. There's still a lot for me to do in the game, and I look forward to so much of it.. but right now this rut im in is really bringing me down.. and it sucks.. very very much.
My spelling isn't great, but i dont care right now, its nearly 2 am and ive gotta get some sleep soon. Thanks for bearing through my thoughts/rants.. and I do hope to see the majority of you ingame sometime. *sigh*.. man.. so down. Ugh.