Raesvelg said:
A.) I've no idea who you're slinging barbs at in the first part of this paragraph. Then again, I wasn't there for the first run of Encore.
B.) Have I called you greedy yet? No. Read what I write, not your bias against my position. The closest I've come to calling you greedy is to say that screaming at others for wanting to get their gear is hypocritical when the problem is that they didn't hand you your gear first.
A) Not two weeks ago when we were supposed to do Dreamland zones, we decided to since we lacked a large enough group. We had about 20 or so members. Reya wanted to do Jeuno since she had a piece she desired from there and when the shell said no (another shell had already scheduled the zone), you and Reya both left the shell and/or logged. I am not implying anything, you did it all yourself.
B) You're trying to imply I am greedy for saying I earned my gear. It's not hypocritical when I earned it. You all want to just free lot crap without any thought of earning anything. Fine, that's a "great" system. When you get a batch of new recruits, you can free lot with them. Enjoy.
Zyn, I know I passed on the briault once before, but I did so because I felt Toboe deserved them since I had already obtained 4/5 pieces and she was much like me. She had been in the shell since the very beginning and had pretty good attendance. Her overall amount of relic was similar to mine and at the time, I had no idea TDS was going to break and perhaps had I known then, it might of been different. Not that it was a guarantee I would get it, I still could lose the lot. Do I regret it? Not really. I regret joining a group that had no intentions of returning my effort equally.
My problem is that the shell did nothing to preserve the shell. The problems with the lotting system had been known for a very long time, at the very least since October (date of earliest forum discussion) and more than likely months prior since members had been leaving long before then. At the very least 5-6 months ago, leaders had to gave known there was a serious problem and it was effecting membership. What exactly did they do? Nothing. They watched for sixth months while the shell crumbed. Leadership is supposed to work for the shell and to preserve the shell. It's their job to make a shell last so the effort of all players doesn't go to waste and instead, they did nothing. I have every right to be angry, they did nothing to make sure the eleven months I spent in the shell meant something and instead, didn't care. Really, why would they? They got the most out of it themselves. With the exception of Foo who wasn't around quite often, all leaders had obtained the most out of the TDS system and with Audino quitting the shell, he loses his cash cow for dynamis coins.
I knew very well when I started this thread, I would get nothing out of it. I knew I wasn't somehow going to magically be offered a briault, only a fool would think that. I knew I wouldn't be welcome in Encore, I really could care less, their system is based off greed and luck and I cannot stand such a poor system. When I posted this, I really had nothing to lose, many of those people who had been "friends" were only my friends when it suited them. I don't care for that type of a person. Even now, I have nothing to lose, you've taken the one of the few thing I had left that I still enjoyed and still planned on getting items from. Go ahead, call me greedy all you want, but I earned that piece and I had every right to it until leadership failed in their responsibilities. Unlike the rest of you, I don't have another 11 months to sit around and watch the same thing happen and even if I did, it's not worth it. So, sorry if I am a little pissed off at the game and the people had faith in seemed to let me down.