Ithenas said:
yea elad, i think you've well established that you wanted an osode, i'm also pretty sure that had you gotten it you would have left the shell imidiately, like dua did.
i never had any intentions of leaving the shell..... i wantted a lot of more items and in OH i really felt good because we were the first to do alot of things...
i never left... i would never have thrown my pearl if it wasnt for me getting deleted from forums and 2 leaders telling me proph didnt want me in shell... you think if i asked proph the day i threw pearl if im still welcomed in shell.. he would give me a pearl? hell no
I would have pulled a dua if i got back in... but... i didnt want to do that to you guys.... me saying that and the stuff i told LS was just out of anger... back then when i was kicked i didnt want to ruin my E-rep...
but I dunno.. if i was let back in immediately.. i might have done it.. but unlike dua... if i was looking back on my actions i would prolyl give it back.. well idunno :O